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Thursday, September 24, 2009
I can't believe I went through so much shit throughout these past 4 weeks for nothing. Seriously. Which is only gonna make me want to fight more. Even if it takes me a damn long time. That's bad though, I should let go. But I can't. I can have all the support, care, love, comfort, assurances that I want from my friends but what I really need, to fully let go, are answers.

I think tomorrow's retreat comes in extremely good time. I'm looking for some inner peace. Hopefully it IS a retreat like everyone says it would be, except no one knows for sure cos the teachers didn't say anything. I love retreats and I love to cry (: okay I know that totally makes me sound crazy, don't judge.
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